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26 July 2009 @ 05:56 pm
I'm so upset right now. I know to anyone else they're just thinking "oh you're being a big baby!" But nobody really understands how bad smells effect me. While growing up my aunt would smoke in her car and I would push my head out the window because it bothered me SO MUCH. And she would just tell me I was being a baby. (because everyone wants to breathe in smoke am I right? I had to live in a house where the person would smoke inside, every day with awful imported cigarettes. When I go and visit my eyes start burning and I get flem in my throat in about 5 minutes. I'll wake up the next morning feeling sick.

So we had this really annoying neighbor next to us. He'd play loud music where ALLLLL the neighbors could hear. He was so thoughtful. Well he just moved in EVEN closer to us. The next wall over!!! And i was already thinking MAN I can't wait for him to start playing his music!! But today I was taking a nap because I had a headache and I wake up to this horrible gas smell. Like gas stove gas smell. And already I'm annoyed as hell because 1) I have a headache 2) I'm sensitive to smoke and 3) I have the AC on so opening up the windows is a giant hassle (having to turn off the AC and then back on later because its too hot to not have it on) etc etc!! And going for a walk is pretty much death because its been extra hot lately. WELL since I'm already hurting from having a headache....having gas fumes seep into my apartment and then invade my entire living room really didn't help.

So I sat there in pain and REALLY ANNOYED because I don't know what to do. I HATE talking to people. And I mean I HATE IT. If you only knew the pain I go through when I have to call cable services or order pizza on the phone. So the idea of going over to my neighbor and asking him to move his BBQ over and away from my appartment just makes me feel ill. I opened up my windows and turned on the fans but this place has such bad circulation that it doesn't help even a little bit. So I go for a walk so I can BREATHE and as soon as I come back and open the door the smell hits my face like a ton of bricks.

I honeslty can't take bad smells. I wish i could just deal with it. But its like if someone was pushing you agaisnt a wall and not letting you move. I don't know how else to make someone understand how sensitive I am to it.

So really. I just can't wait for him to start playing his music loud and sit out on his porch so he can play his guitar!

Now my throat is sore. yey also I've had this happen a lot but I'm not asking for advice. I needed to vent and only want some sympathy or your own stories which show you understand my pain.
Acenine Sketcheseesu on July 28th, 2009 02:15 am (UTC)
sorry to hear about your lousy neighbor =x. I've lived in the dorms at college for three years so trust me, I know about horrible living situations and fear of confrontation. Like seriously, I can't even begin to describe all the stories I have about psycho wall sharers lol.

Good luck moving though :o so-cal is so much cooler, right? :)
Zamorakawaii_zamora on July 28th, 2009 02:36 am (UTC)
yes there is stuff to do in Socal :D like LA and I want to find awesome places like cheap fabric stores and places like JAPAN LA so i can sell my art at their store and there is japanese THINGS like markets and FOOD and bookstores and me and the bfs family :D so its totally much cooler!!!

thank you! I hope to fly down soon to look at apts and hopefully we'll find something ;__;